ITS BEEN SO DAMN LONG SINCE I'VE BLOGGED AND I DON'T PLAN ON CONTINUING THIS BUT I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING ANGRY AND I'VE GOT NOWHERE TO VENT AND THIS SAD PATHETIC BLOG CAME TO MIND SO HERE I AM ANGRY BLOGGING WHERE HOPEFULLY NO ONE I KNOW READS.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO EVERYBODY?! OR MAYBE IT WAS ME BUT I DONT EVEN KNOW! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK. SOMETHING IS GOING ON WITH ME BUT I DONT KNOW THE PROBLEM (MAYBE ITS LIKE PMS BUT I DONT THINK SO). AND I FEEL SO FUCKING STIFLED CAUSE I CANT EVEN SPEAK MY MIND ON TWITTER OR FACEBOOK WHICH I DONT EVEN USE OR EVEN WHEN IM SPEAKING NORMALLY. I CONSTANTLY HAVE TO CENSOR MYSELF AND NOT SAY WHAT IM THINKING. FUCKING TORTURING LAH! ALL THIS FUCKING PENT UP ANGER.
AND WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THOSE PPL WHO I THOUGHT WERE CLOSE TO ME AND ACCEPT ME FOR ME & ALL THAT SHIT?! EVERYONE IS SUDDENLY BECOMING SO DISTANT THAT I BECOME SO CAUTIOUS WHEN TALKING TO THEM CAUSE IM AFRAID I DID SOMETHING WRONG. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I DIDNT DO SHIT LAH SO WHY THE FUCK YOU ALL ACTING SO DIFFERENTLY?! MAKING ME HAVE TO BE CAREFUL EVEN WHEN TALKING TO YOU ALL. FUCK. MAKING ME EVEN MORE CONFUSED AND ANNOYED.
OK I KNOW I COMPLAIN LIKE SOME DOG SHIT BUT WHATEVER. HOPEFULLY NO ONE READS THIS. PLS DONT. THANKS. ANOTHER THING. IN COLLEGE, ASFDKDSJLGAKJBKLJA;SJFDKJSD;AKFSJKDFLA;JSDFKLJAKDSFJXZKVCNZMNWIRJ. YA I BETTER NOT SAY. OK I SHOULD STOP SWEARING BUT IDK WHY IM STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN.
FUCK MY SAD MISERABLE FUCKING LIFE. IT ACTUALLY AINT THAT MISERABLE BUT I FEEL LIKE THE SADDEST FUCK RIGHT NOW SO IT SEEMS 123478972834 TIMES MORE MISERABLE.
OK ANGRY SPAM OVER. I REALLY FEEL BETTER. WHOO. PROLLY DELETING THIS SOON. K BYE.
PS PPL PLS GET BACK TO NORMAL OR IM GONNA GO FUCKING INSANE AND MAD.
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