ITS BEEN SO DAMN LONG SINCE I'VE BLOGGED AND I DON'T PLAN ON CONTINUING THIS BUT I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING ANGRY AND I'VE GOT NOWHERE TO VENT AND THIS SAD PATHETIC BLOG CAME TO MIND SO HERE I AM ANGRY BLOGGING WHERE HOPEFULLY NO ONE I KNOW READS.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO EVERYBODY?! OR MAYBE IT WAS ME BUT I DONT EVEN KNOW! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK. SOMETHING IS GOING ON WITH ME BUT I DONT KNOW THE PROBLEM (MAYBE ITS LIKE PMS BUT I DONT THINK SO). AND I FEEL SO FUCKING STIFLED CAUSE I CANT EVEN SPEAK MY MIND ON TWITTER OR FACEBOOK WHICH I DONT EVEN USE OR EVEN WHEN IM SPEAKING NORMALLY. I CONSTANTLY HAVE TO CENSOR MYSELF AND NOT SAY WHAT IM THINKING. FUCKING TORTURING LAH! ALL THIS FUCKING PENT UP ANGER.
AND WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THOSE PPL WHO I THOUGHT WERE CLOSE TO ME AND ACCEPT ME FOR ME & ALL THAT SHIT?! EVERYONE IS SUDDENLY BECOMING SO DISTANT THAT I BECOME SO CAUTIOUS WHEN TALKING TO THEM CAUSE IM AFRAID I DID SOMETHING WRONG. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I DIDNT DO SHIT LAH SO WHY THE FUCK YOU ALL ACTING SO DIFFERENTLY?! MAKING ME HAVE TO BE CAREFUL EVEN WHEN TALKING TO YOU ALL. FUCK. MAKING ME EVEN MORE CONFUSED AND ANNOYED.
OK I KNOW I COMPLAIN LIKE SOME DOG SHIT BUT WHATEVER. HOPEFULLY NO ONE READS THIS. PLS DONT. THANKS. ANOTHER THING. IN COLLEGE, ASFDKDSJLGAKJBKLJA;SJFDKJSD;AKFSJKDFLA;JSDFKLJAKDSFJXZKVCNZMNWIRJ. YA I BETTER NOT SAY. OK I SHOULD STOP SWEARING BUT IDK WHY IM STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN.
FUCK MY SAD MISERABLE FUCKING LIFE. IT ACTUALLY AINT THAT MISERABLE BUT I FEEL LIKE THE SADDEST FUCK RIGHT NOW SO IT SEEMS 123478972834 TIMES MORE MISERABLE.
OK ANGRY SPAM OVER. I REALLY FEEL BETTER. WHOO. PROLLY DELETING THIS SOON. K BYE.
PS PPL PLS GET BACK TO NORMAL OR IM GONNA GO FUCKING INSANE AND MAD.
IMMA GO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD RIGHT NOW. THANKYOUVERY MUCH.
BTW, UNTIL I REALLY DO SHOOT MYSELF (WHICH PROBABLY WONT HAPPEN LAH CAUSE IM ALL TALK. PLUS, I DONT HAVE A GUN) (MAYBE I WILL GO PARANG MYSELF. HMM) (OK THE BRACKETS ARE TOTALLY SPOILING THE WHOLE ANGRY RANT & CURSE THING SO I SHALL STOP), THIS WILL HAPPEN EVERY SINGLE TIME I FCKING MISS A CONCERT IN SG. I'LL START SWEARING LIKE NEVER BEFORE. KARENNN OOOOOOOO. GEYLANG. THEY WENT TO BLOODY GEYLANG.
UP NEXT, PATRICK WATSON. DAY AFTER TOMORROW. PREPARE FOR A SWEARING RAMPAGE. WAIT TILL I ACTUALLY MISS MUSE. I'LL BE SWEARING 78954812 TIMES A MINUTE. GRRRR.
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone, and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering." - IDA Scott Taylor
So that was the last of 2009. Happy 2010!
Ah, new year resolutions never work. So i shall resolute to not have resolutions.
Well, let's hope for more concerts, more time spent with families and friends, more laughter, money, and less homework please. More A's though. ;D oh and also that 2012 don't come 2 years early eh..or rather don't come at all.
And like Mariah Carey said, i can make it through the rain! Just..maybe not snow.
Cheers to a hopefully beautiful year. And remember; If something is too hard, give it up. The moral my boy is to never try anything. -The Great & Almighty, Homer Simpson
Ahaha. I accidentally clicked my blog link and i decided to update. XD Oh shit, i forgot my Nuffnang account password. Damn it. Ah well.
Ooh my last post was about Miley Cyrus. Nothing new. Still crazy about her.
I found an old cd in my dad's car. It was written 3rd March 2005 (somewhere around that time) (i was 12 years old) so i put it in the player and listened. Here are the songs that polluted my ears.. (i can actually remember) (note that i was only 12 Years Old) (remember 12) (Primary 6) (i haven't even sat for UPSR yet) (still very young) (yeah) (okay i shall stop) (12)
Lonely by Akon
Don't Phunk With My heart by Black Eyed Peas
err some weird advertisement song
(are you ready for this..) Lao Shu Ai Da Mi
Lao Shu Ai Da Mi 'Rock' Version (no kidding)
Lao Shu Ai Da Mi 'Acoustic' (just kill me)
and my ultimate favourite; Lao Shu Ai Da Mi Techno Version (awesomeee)
ahh then there were a few Michael Buble songs and LOTS of Simple Plan
Oh, God Save My Soul. Yah. So the moral of the story here is...ahh don't listen to songs with the word Lao Shu in it or Da Mi..as a matter of fact don't listen to any songs sung by a cartoon-looking girl. or by someone who sings about rats. or songs sung by a dude named Akon.
Songs by a girl named Cyrus is good. Or Miley. Someone who is smileyy. And has a southern accent. And preferably has an alter ego whose rhymes with a state of any sort. For example Keanu Terengganu. ok that sucked..how bout...(argh im so tempted to say Berak Perak..or Barrack Perak XD) (Chuck Fuc..nvm) (Peyton Satan..LOL! -.-) (ok now im just rhyming names with random words) (oh wow i really suck) (i can never write poetry) (one dream dashed foreverrr) ah forget it! Only name i can think of is Bucky Kentucky and Ronald Macdonald. You get my point right.
I actually googled 'names that rhyme with Johor'. Lol.
How bout Edward Butterworth. Er, don't pronounce the 'h'. Say it like Butterwort. Edward Butterwort. Nice nice? ;) no. I can't believe i'm cracking my head for this.
Today while on my laptop I exited out of a security program. I was then faced with a pop up that read "are you sure you want to continue without protection?" I clicked yes. I feel naughty. MLIA
April 8, a very important day. June 6, also a very important day.
On a completely unrelated topic; I can't believe i watched Hannah Montana The Movie.
I am in utter shock and amazement at how incredibly awesome the movie was. And if you can't see the sarcasm in that, you are in serious need of some...thing.
I think Hannah Montana is haunting me.
On a happier note; (Gossip Girl spoiler) My sister is addicted to One Tree Hill and Chuck said I love you to Blair! Oh and Private Practice is awesome. So is Anton Yelchin XD
OH MY GOSH. I missed that! How the hell could i have missed that?!! GAH! I feel like banging my head on the wall over and over and over again and then after i'm done with that, go to another part of the wall and start banging my head on it all over again.
I wanna see Liam in that hideous trenchcoat-y thing....LIVE!! T.T
OMG BLOODYSTUPIDBABISHITBODOHASSIDIOTMORON. Ah, feck. Now i gotta wait who-knows-how-many-years for them to ever come again. SHIHESERUSHKFVNKNM! Bloody guy-de-maupassant! Stupid Accounts.
Dogshit. Haha. Bloody Arsenal. He acknowledged it. I don't know why it bloody matters but it does.
GAHHHH.
FML.
"a new light will lead us to the promise of tomorrow." we hope so. Malaysia Boleh. (i'm serious. no sarcasm)
Who ever said 'Pain is just an illusion' has obviously never closed a door on their fingers before, or had a batted ball hit them, or been hit by Shereena, or given birth. (trust me, it all hurts like hell) (wait, i've never given birth) (so i wouldn't really know) (although judging by the way in movies they usually curse a lot when they're in labor, i gather they hurt a lot) (but i've never given birth) (wtf am i talking about) (bother)
Right.
My fingernail is showing signs of dropping soon. And i'm scared. I'm considering cellophane-taping it. Ahh, please don't drop off.
Pain is just an illusion, my ass. I tried telling myself that. Didn't work at all. I felt the pain, alright. Idiots trying to lie to me.
OH MY GOSH. Oasis tickets aren't sold out yet. I want to go! But i don't have money. Damn it.
Ah, wasted my day away killing my brain cells. Watched so many movies. XD I feel happy. Sex Drive was funny. Wasn't as idiotic as i expected it to be. And How To Lose Friends And Alienate People was also okay. Spent half the night last night watching Gossip Girl. Teehee.
October Road!! XDD
Holy shit. Everyone is addicted to Boys Over Flowers. Goodness, help me. I have a very bad feeling...
Ah Jason Mraz. He is freaking awesome dey. I shall do this for future reminiscing sake. ;)
I ponteng-ed school
We went Larkin Bus Station and got conned by this idiotic Malaysia Cinaman. Idiot. Made us sit some lousy ass bus that left late and was so freaking hot. Started swearing my ass off. (i swore a lot during the course of the two days) Okay fine nevermind.
We finally left and i was trying to get some sleep but this two Indians were talking super loudly. I was so irritated i kept saying "Stfu lah!"
They didn't hear me though. How could they. Talking so loudly you would've thought they were competing for the Loudest Tamil Speaker In A Bus. Ok whatever. I video-ed them. Heh. But i'm too lazy to upload it. Oh wait, i have pictures. XD
Loudest Tamil Speaker In A Bus No.1 Loudest Tamil Speaker In A Bus No.2
i don't have anything against Indians. It's just these 2 were irritating the hell out of me and i was angry so i took a picture. ;)
Anyhoo, we FINALLY reached Puduraya Bus Station at around 5pm.
(i'm far too lazy to explain everything so i shall cut short)
We reach Stadium Merdeka. We saw Samuel and Darren Ashley from Bus Company and were contemplating whether to go take a picture with them. Heh. But we didn't lah. So memalukan. And we saw Jane from Free To Fall. We were jakun-ing cause everyone there was speaking English. Not a single Chinese word could be heard. HAH. (I WANNA MOVE TO KL!) So then we finally went in.
The Concert Was Awesome. Jason Mraz Is Fantastic. I loved it when he sang The Remedy and Wonderwall by Oasis. And when he sang I'm Yours and Three Little Birds by Bob Marley. Ah, damn. I wanna go again.
The concert would've been perfect if it weren't for this Stupid Indonesian Girl. Bloody hell. I kept cursing. Fecking Idiot. But forget her. I love Toca!! The concert ended around 9.50pm. Pretty early ah..but still it was worth every ringgit.
So we were waiting for my bro when he smsed me saying 'Hitz.fm fugitive is at the stadium. Go randomly ask people if they are the fugitive. Got rm4.5k man'
So we went up and started looking for suspiciously looking people (cause my bro asked me to look around for anyone suspicious) -.- everyone looked pretty normal. LOL. We saw Rudy! And he was with a group of people then he said 'I am the fugitive!' and we were like real or not wor?? Then more and more people were looking for the fugitive and this indian guy came and ask me.
Him : Can i ask you a question? Me : No. Him : Why?! You haven't listen to my question yet. Me : I know your question already. Him : Whats my question? Me : Are you the hitz.fm fugitive? Him : So are you? Me : No. Him : Are you? (asking my sis) Sis : No.
LOL. Then this old uncle came and he was like "NONO I also looking for him!"
So we were standing there and i heard this group of people pointing to a guy saying "i think he found him alredy lah." So we stood there staring at the guy then suddenly someone shouted "You have just won RM4,500!" and we were all like AWW MAN! We actually saw the fugitive but we didn't ask him cause he didn't look suspicious. I was kinda looking for Indians (whats with me and indians? lol.) cause it kinda seems like the fugitive would be Indian (i dont mean anything by that! just, radio people not usually indian one meh?)
Ah damn. 4.5k gone like that. Bloody hell.
It was fun though. Eh fugitive! Come JB leh! I want money money money.
On the way home to my brother's house, we witnessed a car accident. OH MY GOODNESS. I honestly thought i was going to die. I have never seen an accident happen before. The car swerved and turned and if my brother didn't stop we would've collided with the car and i wouldn't be here blogging. That seriously left me in shock. But its all good. I think the guy in the car was alright cause i saw him moving and getting out of the car.
So, went home the next day. No annoying Indians speaking in Tamil- no scratch that. No annoying Indians shouting in Tamil. Uh-huh. All in all, it was great.
Except i could've been 4.5k richer. Damn it. SO CLOSE!!
Heres a video, not taken by me cause my camera sucks ass. Credits to suwensan. (my favorite part!)
I dug through garbage today. The lady found my retainers- in the garbage -and my oh-so-Dear Friends were laughing their asses off. So were the entire McDonald staff. Thank You Lady! Ah, well.
I spent so long in the damn bathroom and brushed my retainers and rinsed it with Listerine countless times and i still couldn't put it in my mouth. When i finally did, i almost vomited. Downed 2 glasses of water and drank everything i could. (bleagh, can't get the image of the dustbin out of my mind!)
you're so sexyy
Don't come and tell me i was stupid, that i could've made new ones and left that alone because those damn plastics will cost me 300 bucks. Since when was plastic so expensive? Bleh.
Someone told Someone about Me putting up my Mom's puffed-up lips photo. LOL.
Sports day tomorrow. I shall remember to bring my huge umbrella. (kidding, kidding) the small one will do. Who will win? Now, That Is The Question.
When i say Mi, you say chael, Mi...Chael Mi...Chael
Oh ya oh ya, Puan Usha was so funny. She was like, X-A-V-I-E-R, Michael!! And we Yay-ed. Then, P-A-T-R-I-C-K, Michael!! And we Yay-ed again.
And i shall be missing Coldplay...again.
I say Good, you say Night, Good...Night Good...Night
Tadah. Watch. Its so...impossible to be just a coincidence loh.
I have no idea why, i'm listening to For You I Will. Bleargh. I hate feeling nostalgic. So mengada. (what's mengada in English?) (annoying?) And the stupid computer. I ain't doing my homework. XP And OMG! Seven Days Without You is so Nice!!!
Everything is so pointless.
It's now 11.10pm. I started this post at 9.12pm.
Ohkay, i just did my Accounts homework. I've never cursed so much when doing homework before. Stupid numbers. I kept writing down the wrong number and wasted so much correction tape. I dreamt of add maths a few nights ago. And Accounts. Bloody hell. UPOI, i know. (useless piece of information)
I like country music and oldies! XDD nanana What do you get when you fall in love..
Michael Castro is out. T.T Stupid American Idol. He's one of Those guys that everyone wants to see but, they don't show him at all then all of a sudden he's out. Bleh. But bother. He's kind of almost famous already. So bother! Go Youtube! TheMichaelCastro. LOL. We can cheer for him.
2, 4, 6, 8 who do we appreciate..yeahhh Michael Castro!!!
-.-
Michael, don't perasan. XD
St. Michael later get sued for plagiarism. Run Michael Run. -.-
Kidding, kidding.
My whole blog is a whole big UPOI. Ah, well. I shall go dream about Add Maths and Accounts now. Goodnight.
I think i'm tone deaf. I can't whistle. I hate raisins. I like killing my brain cells and pictures of signs and the sky. I don't wanna be a mushroom. Teehee.
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